After receiving holy Communion at the Cathedral of the Immaculate Conception, my heart was saturated with the unfathomable love and joy of the Holy Spirit.
In my delight, I exclaimed, “Stay with me, Jesus”.
The Lord responded, “I am here with you, Ann. I love you. You are mine. I am with you in everything you do. How pleased I am with you! Your joy gives Me joy! The world needs joy! The world is dark and sorrowful. It needs the joy of Christians who live lives of joy, radiating their light of happiness for all to see and feel. This light of joy is My Presence in your souls – a soul fully open to My love and truth. Love and truth produce joy. You have heard, “it is better to give than to receive”. Giving oneself to others brings happiness to the heart and soul. It fulfills the deepest need of man, to give oneself to another and be in union with the other in love exchanged. It is the remedy to loneliness. I first give My love to you which enables you to love in My love. Give of yourselves and you will experience the fullness of joy in your lives.
Truth brings joy. I am light and in Me there is no darkness at all. My light, My brightness is My truth and love and holiness. Knowing the truth will set you free from the darkness of the world. Know Me for I am truth. My truth is the light of the world. My truth is love – pure love.
I love you! Love each other and you will be living in truth and will be filled with joy – a joy that will never subside, for I am the source of love – Eternal love and My light can never be put out.
I just returned from Adoration of Blessed Sacrament at St. Patrick’s Church where I had a time of deep quiet intimacy with Jesus. After kneeling before him in the blessed sacrament, I return to my pew and Jesus began speaking the following words to me:
“Ann, My daughter, why do you doubt the talents I put in you? These are my gifts to you. Use them well. I have given them to you that they may go forth into the world to affect and change hearts. They are not to be kept to yourself. They are for sharing. I have brought people to you to share the gifts I have given them with you. Together you will make music in perfect harmony and the songs will touch hearts and minds to come to know Me, and love Me more deeply. Even if only a few people hear the songs they will produce fruit. You have done well to date, and more will be forthcoming in the days, weeks and months to come. The gift will go forward in leaps and bounds abounding to My glory and joy! Keep working steadily. Do not give up – never! I am with you in this work. The more you turn to Me the easier will it be for you.
Turn to Me. Look at Me continuously throughout the day. I will give you words and inspirations. Attune the ears of your heart to My whispers in your soul. Listen carefully in the silence to My speakings.
Dear little child, how pleased I am with you. How you are growing up beautifully before My Face. I see all the world in a glance. I look for like souls to mold and purify and conform to My image. My eyes go out to all the earth and roam to and fro looking for souls who will let Me make them holy. I wish to make them all holy, if they would but let Me Turn to Me, children. Look at your Savior. See the tears He weeps for you who are stubborn and hard – hearted, for I would heal you, cleanse you, and make you like unto Myself – holy, pure, true, perfect, beautiful! Beautiful souls pleasing to God!
Come to Me. I will transform you in holiness, making you beautiful replicas of My Sacred Humanity.
Come little children. Come! Come to your Brother, Jesus.”
“Ann, Ann, Ann, We are here, We are listening. Speak to Us. Your words delight Us. Praise Us, love Us, with all your heart, mind and soul. We delight in this worship. Have gratitude for Our many gifts both spiritual and material. We pour them out on you and all the world day after day. Praise Us, exalt Us, glorify Us with your lives as well as your words.
We are the heavenly King and Queen. We love you so much. You are made in Our image. Be copies of Us. Conform your life to Ours. My mother is your example. She is holy like Me, as I filled her with all graces and she responded with, “Yes”. She is human. I am God. I can do the same for you, – for all humans who want to be holy.
Holiness is a choice. A choice to respond to My love and grace and mercy. I will heal you of all your sins, wipe them away, only confess them to Me. I am merciful to forgive. I cleanse, I make new, I wipe away all your offenses in My unfathomable mercy, if they are but confessed to Me with a contrite heart. So easy is it to be holy if you would do just this. Holiness is a choice – a matter of choice. Choose to confess all your faults and failures. I love you so much it is easy for Me to forgive you.
I know you are but dust and ashes. I lived among you and know your pain, suffering, afflictions and hardships. I feel for you in My sacred and merciful Heart. I understand all your limitations and I forgive completely, understanding your humanity. It takes only simple humility to achieve holiness in life. Know yourselves for who you are. Confess to Me with simplicity and humbleness and I will shower down torrent of graces of forgiveness, strength and wisdom. These graces assist you to go forward in holiness of life.
You are under My watchful care. I will not let you stumble beyond your ability to recover. I place a net of love under you to catch your falls. I restore you to wholeness when you slip and fall, in My love and grace and mercy. Nothing is too hard for Me to forgive if it is but confessed with simplicity and humility. My arms are wide; enter into My embrace of love and mercy.
Come children of the world and be loved and forgiven by your dear Father, who loves you all with His everlasting love. My dear children, come home, come home, come home to Papa.
Your eternal Jesus”.
“Ann, We are here, My mother and I, watching over you, loving you. We see this world in the mess it is in. We plan to act in due time – in Our own time to make all things right, pure and true again. We are pleased with your growth in virtue during this period. You are learning fast now. You will grow more quickly in the days and months to come. Respond to Our grace. We pour out Our grace upon you and all the world. Let them receive Us into their hearts now before it will be too late to receive the mercy available.
Days are growing short until the great events which were prophesied to take place will occur. Be ready. Stand your guard. Act now to prepare yourselves for Our coming in power and spirit. I will use you to teach the world of these things, Our truth, Our plans to redeem the world from its current state of sinfulness. I have paid the price for redemption on My cross, but the world does not cooperate with My graces of merciful redemption, so I must come again to restore all things to Myself, according to My will.
My mother assists Me in this plan of restoration of the world through her Immaculate Heart which reaches out to draw all souls back to My Sacred Heart with her maternal love. I gave her to you as I was dying. Take her into your home, which is your heart. She is My mother and yours and she loves you with My perfect love. Have recourse to her maternal heart. She cares for you. She loves you infinitely as she is full of My presence, My grace, My reality as I am the infinite God, beyond your widest imagination or thinkings. “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no heart has imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him”. 1st Corinthians 2:9
I love you and want you with Me always – for all eternity. Come to Me little children of the earth before it is too late to turn. How I want your love returned for the love I give you in infinite outpouring of My love and graces. O you foolish children of the earth, when will you learn? When will you open your ears and hearts and turn to Me, your Savior who gave all for you in love and self abandonment. I gave all. There is nothing more I can give, as I have emptied Myself fully for you. O you slow of heart to believe! My mercy is endless. Just come to Me now as you are and I will receive you just as you are, and together We will grow in holiness as you learn to know Me and follow My ways.
Your God who loves you – Jesus”
Today I went to the Cathedral of the Immaculate Conception to participate in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, and in a very special way, to remember my dear mother, who passed away earlier this year after a long battle with ovarian cancer. She was 83. Today, she would’ve been 84.
I miss her very much, but I know she is finally now at peace with our Lord, no longer suffering, and experiencing His love and joy in its fullness in heaven. I arrived early, before the celebration of the Holy Mass, and went before the Altar of our Lady, who is my spiritual mother. Taking a photograph of my mother out of my wallet, and a holy card of our Lady with the Infant Jesus in her arms, I knelt before her statue, and prayed to my two mothers in heaven. I lit a memorial candle before the Blessed Mothers’ shrine, and then I returned to the pew and lifted my heart, mind, and soul to our Triune God throughout the Holy Mass pressing my earthly mother’s photograph, and the holy card of our Lady and the Infant Jesus to my heart.
While thanking the Lord for His Sacramental Presence within me in Holy Communion, I heard Jesus say to me, within my heart, “open your book”. I responded to Him “I am all yours Lord Jesus, nothing held back. Speak Lord, Your servant is listening”. Jesus then began to speak to me interiorly. “Dear child, I am here. I hear your prayers. You are forgiven for your faults and weaknesses. Know My love for you is true. Have no fear. “Perfect love cast out all fear”(1 John 4:28).
Today My little darling I am with you in a special way. Your mother is here with Me, looking on, observing you. She is happy with you. She will pray for you on your journey. She loves you and forgives you all your faults and failings. She understands. Her love for you is now perfect in My Presence as she is filled with the fullness of My love in heaven. Your father is here with Me too and he loves you, as he always has. Be blessed, dear Ann in the love of your family.
My Family on earth was built on love, which is the foundation of life – true Life. In the Holy Family We loved each other perfectly, a gift of grace from God. All families receive grace to grow in love. They must cooperate with this grace or it is ineffective. Today, so few families cooperate with the graces given due to their lack of faith. For this reason families are full of disorder, unnecessary pain and suffering. Look at the Holy Family, a model of love and self-giving care and attention to each other. Never did a moment go by when Love was not fully present. My foster father, St. Joseph, loved me with a strong human love imbued with Grace. His cooperation with Grace was complete – full. My mother Mary, full of Grace, loved Me perfectly in the power of God. We shared such happiness and joy despite the hardships of Our lives.
Come families of the world back to your Father in heaven who guides you in Grace if you would but cooperate. Have faith in God! Be holy as your heavenly Father is holy. It is possible by grace, as all things are possible with God. Love each other selflessly. Forget yourselves and serve the other in abandon and love will grow.”
At these words, of my dearest Lord Jesus, my heart swooned in prayer and exclaimed to Him, “sweet Jesus, sweet Jesus, tender, sweet Jesus, teach us how to love each other perfectly in Your Grace, dear Lord!”
In the summer of 2010 my daughters and I came home for 7 week visit to the USA. My own family had been living in Israel for a couple of years by then, and we missed America. So we travelled back to my childhood home in New Jersey where my parents were still living.
We had a wonderful summer hanging around with my mother and father, sharing the simple pleasures of life: conversations over meals, coffee on the deck, shopping for food, and making small outings together. In September we returned so the girls could start a new academic year at their international school.
After a little while, as I was busy with my usual daily routines in Israel, I began to notice powerful sensations welling up in my heart that I came to realize were the deepest sentiments of love that I had ever felt for my parents during all of my life.
In all my fifty years I had never experienced such overwhelming emotions of love for my mother and father as I felt for them at that time. I became aware that this exceptional passionate love was not of my own making, but arose in my heart from an “extra”ordinary outpouring of grace by the Holy Spirit. As I came to realize this as a profound supernatural grace at work within my heart, I was deeply moved to thank and praise the Lord for this ordinary gift He was bestowing on me.
The light and love that the Holy Spirit was pouring into me drove me into deep prayer and I cried out to the Lord that He not take my mother and father from me as I loved them so much and needed them too. I was rather confounded in my intellect about these supplications – that the Lord must not take my parents away from me – as to my reasonable mind they seemed a rather odd response to such deep, positive, fiery emotions of love. I didn’t really know why I was praying such things.
During one of my telephone calls to my parents I opened my heart and told my parents of these strange new feelings – that a marvelous, mysterious wave of love had washed over my heart – and that I felt I now loved them more than I had ever loved them before, and I wanted them to know it. Not long after this telephone conversation, my father called me and stunned me with the remarkable and unexpected news that my mother had been just diagnosed with a late stage, incurable ovarian cancer.
I reflected that the Lord went before me and that through His signal grace of flooding my heart with torrents of His merciful love for my parents, He had prepared me for this challenging trial. Filled to overflowing with the Lord’s own divine love, I immediately booked a flight home to be at the hospital bedside of my mother who would undergo a massive surgery and then need chemotherapy for the rest of her life.
I remained with them for more than five weeks in America to attend to the physical, emotional, and spiritual needs of both of my elderly parents.
My husband, daughters and I moved home to America in June 2011. We would now be near to my parents to support them. My father’s mental and emotional state began to deteriorate rapidly upon learning of my mother’s cancer. His depression worsened, his anxiety increased astronomically, and his behavior became erratic and highly agitated, with frequent uncontrolled outbursts of anger and violence. His memory was failing him. He was confused and was unable to process what was going on around him. The situation of my mother and father became quite chaotic and dangerous as my father’s dementia increased. The problems and difficulties were further exacerbated by the fact that my middle aged sister was living with them in a state of chronic alcoholism. The troubles and needs of my parents and sister had become monumental.
I loved them all so much and desired with all my heart to help each one of them, and being the oldest daughter and closest to them, I felt responsible and considered it my loving duty to handle everything. I plunged head long into the role of caregiver to the three of them with all my heart, mind, soul and strength. I worked, strived, managed, scrambled, and wore myself to the bone trying to do it all. The Lord had placed in me a huge reservoir of His divine love, and during that trip back home in 2010 I had drawn deeply from that well.
But as the demands increased and challenges mounted during the subsequent years of 2011, 2012, 2013 and 2014 I found myself sinking under their weight and falling into despair. I couldn’t handle it anymore. I was burnt out, stressed to the uttermost, at my wits end, desperately wanting the persons I loved to be free of their torments, as I suffered in my heart to see them suffering so, trapped in their own unique incurable conditions: mom with terminal cancer, dad with Alzheimer’s and my 52 year old sister with late stage liver disease, with no hope for a liver transplant, as she was still drinking and would surely die soon without one.
My mind and heart were warring with each other, as temptation after temptation assailed me, at one moment my heart was yearning to find still another possible way to save them and make them well, and the next moment my thoughts were replete with despair (or was it the Evil One’s suggestion?) thinking that it would be better if they died – if the Lord would take them to Himself and end their misery, and free me from this agony of caring and responsibility. I could not find rest or peace in the Serenity Prayer, although I knew it was true.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference
One afternoon before Easter 2014 I went to the chapel in a state of utter desperation. I cried out to the Lord with all my strength of agony and pitiful misery that I had come to the end of myself. There was nothing left in me. I was empty as a dry well. I was exhausted from the trials. I had no more to give and I was falling into bitterness and anger. I pleaded for Him to save me from myself, to lift me up from the quick sand that I was sinking in, from the slippery slope of the abyss that loomed before me. I was afraid. I felt my humanness, my misery, my wretchedness, my utter helplessness, and I cried to the Lord of Mercy to have mercy on me. Went I was totally spent in prayer, I sat in complete silence before Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament like a baby being held exhausted and limp in her mother’s arms after a furious crying spell and I fell asleep.
When I awoke from this sweet sleep about an hour later I recalled my agonizing prayer. I serenely asked the Lord for wisdom to help me go on. Just then I heard an interior Voice say to me, “Ephesians 6.” A little distance from me on the pew was a paperback Bible. At first I was hesitant to reach for it to open it to the book and chapter spoken to me. I was afraid that my faith would be stumbled. The thought came to me that if I should open the book and read Ephesians 6 and it not have any meaning for me, that I would then know that I was deluded – that I was imagining the Lord had spoken to me, and what utter vanity and pride this would be. I overcame this fear and reached for the book, and opening it to the New Testament Epistle of Ephesians, chapter 6, I looked down at the first verse and was immensely astonished. The words were Living and True – the words were Jesus Christ the Lord Who was speaking
“Honor your father and mother.” This is the first commandment with a promise,
“that it may go well with you and that you may have a long life on earth” ( Ephesians 6: 1).
My heart was racing with joy and amazement as I continued reading Ephesians 6.
Finally, draw your strength from the Lord and from His mighty power…
Put on the armor of God so that you may be able to stand firm against the tactics of the devil.
For our struggle is not with flesh and blood but with the principalities, with the powers, with the world rulers of this present darkness, with the evil spirits in the heavens.
Therefore, put on the armor of God, that you may be able to resist on the evil day and, having done everything, to hold your ground.
So stand fast with your loins girded in truth, clothed with righteousness as a breastplate,
and your feet shod in readiness for the gospel of peace.
In all circumstances, hold faith as a shield, to quench all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
And take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God…
…With all prayer and supplication, pray at every opportunity in the Spirit… (Ephesians 6)
I knew that Jesus had just answered me and given me His Divine Wisdom. I knew this beyond any shadow of doubt, because I could not deceive or lie to myself, as I knew for certain that I DID NOT KNOW what was written in Ephesians 6. I could not have said this to myself. With this substantial Word from the Lord, I received not only wisdom from Jesus, but His grace, power and strength to do what His Word commanded! The good Lord raised me up in an instant and empowered me to carry on doing His perfect Will:
Over the months to come my dear sister continued to decline and she passed to the Lord on October 2, 2014, dying in the state of grace, having been blessed with every spiritual gift before she crossed into eternity. I was able to arrange the spiritual support she needed, caring Christian hospice and a Catholic funeral Mass and burial. She is in Peace now with Jesus. My father is now being cared for in an Alzheimer’s facility which I was able to arrange for him. I am looking after my mother who continues to live with stage four cancer but my heart is full of joyful confidence in the Lord Who:
“The LORD helps the fallen and lifts those bent beneath their loads.” (Psalm 145:14)
”Surely God is my help; the Lord is the one who sustains me.”(Psalm 54:4)
“Uphold me that I may be safe, That I may have regard for Your statutes continually.”(Psalm 119:117)
I awake this day and I thank You for Your gift of Life
for the joy of hearing the sounds of the morning
a wondrous cacophony of Your creation
the chirping crickets
the roisterous tweeting, crackling, squawking of the birds
the sweet cooing of the mourning doves
the melodious chimes on my neighbor’s porch tinging in the gentle breeze
the distant rumbling of a jet passing overhead
the wooshing of cars both near and far
popping of staple guns from the construction site
tapping of pipes in this old house
the creaking of doors and floors
the grumbling of my tummy telling me it’s time for breakfast.
But lo! I am hungry for You
for Your heavenly food
Your Body and Your Blood
which gives me the strength to run the race of this day
and complete its course,
until dusk comes and
then I will thank Your for the living of this day
and the pleasant repose of this night.
I shall listen to the sounds of the evening
as all of creation
settles down into quiet and silence
and I can hear Your still small voice speaking to my heart,
“Goodnight, sweet child, until the morrow,
rest now in My arms of Peace”
Copyright©, Ann Ammar 9-8-2014
James, did you say a prayer
or were you silent as you listened to angels’ wings
brushing against your hair?
Your face so fair
You held yourself with great courage and marvelous dignity
The nation grieves
Good people weep
You’ll surely exchange your prisoner’s orange gown
with a holy robe of liberty.
James, did you see your Lover’s eyes
looking into yours
as you gazed across the horizon of Eternity?
His Face so fair
You witnessed to the sanctity of life against their brutality
The Heavens heave
With sighs of mercy
You’ll surely receive the Victor’s golden crown
God’s prize for love and humility.
Easter 2014 is almost here. I have been a believing Christian since 2000, when I experienced a radical conversion from agnosticism to a living faith in Jesus Christ, as my personal Lord and Savior. On that Easter in 2000, when I truly first believed that Jesus died on the cross to save me from my sins, and that He had risen from the dead, Jesus revealed to me the power of His saving love in a most personal and extraordinary way. I will now share the account of what happened at the midnight hour as the evening of Holy Saturday 2000, became Easter Sunday morning, the Day of our Lord’s glorious resurrection.
A devout evangelical Christian friend of mine, Joanne, whom the Lord used to help bring me to faith in Jesus Christ, as my personal Lord and Savior, had won two tickets to see Andrew Lloyd Webber’s musical, “Jesus Christ Superstar.” This show was being performing at a local theater on Holy Saturday, the night when the church keeps vigil at Christ’s tomb, awaiting His glorious Resurrection on Easter Sunday morning.
Very early on Sunday morning the women went to the tomb, carrying the spices that they had prepared. When they found the stone rolled away from the entrance, they went in. But they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus, and they did not know what to think. Suddenly two men in shining white clothes stood beside them. The women were afraid and bowed to the ground. But the men said, “Why are you looking in the place of the dead for someone who is alive? Jesus isn’t here! He has been raised from death. Remember that while He was still in Galilee, He told you, ‘The Son of Man will be handed over to sinners who will nail Him to a cross. But three days later He will rise to life.’ (Luke 24: 1-8)
I picked Joanne up at her home and we drove together to the theater, which was about a thirty minute drive from our town, to an area of which I was unfamiliar.
Joanne, many years before, had given her life to Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior. We were both passionately in love with our Divine Bridegroom. As we drove to the theater together that evening, our hearts were united in faith and love, and profound gratitude, to Jesus our Savior, for the gift of eternal life that His passion and resurrection made possible for us.
Andrew Lloyd Webber’s moving musical presentation of Jesus Christ’s life, death, and resurrection, lifted our souls to a state of deep worship and adoration. The performance concluded shortly before midnight. We left the theater with our hearts filled with intense joy and deep thanksgiving, as we appreciated how much God loves us, to send His Son into the world, to save us from our sins, and to give us His eternal life.
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16)
When we got into the car, Joanne told me to buckle my seatbelt. It is difficult for me to relate to you the sense I had within myself, when she said these words to me, since it would seem quite natural that a good friend would care about my safety, and would remind me to buckle my seatbelt before we set out driving. It would seem to be nothing out of the ordinary. But, as soon as she said these words to me, I had a mysterious sensation within my spirit. Yet, as quickly as I sensed it, the awareness of its peculiarity left me. I buckled my seatbelt and thought no more about it. Later, I came to understand that it was the Holy Spirit speaking these words to me through her.
We set out for home. Once we left the area around the theater, the roads we entered were very dark. As I drove down the road, I felt we were going in the wrong direction. I slowed down, and looked all around, to see if it was clear to make a U-turn. There were no other cars coming or going in either direction. Turning my steering wheel to the left, I began my U-turn.
Suddenly, my steering wheel was jerked by an unseen power, which turned my car sharply back towards the right. Just then, a taxi which did not have its headlights on smashed into my car driver’s side at high speed. If the steering wheel had not been jerked to the right at that precise moment, the car would have hit us head on.
We felt the powerful impact as my car was hit broadside. Joanne and I were numb with shock. When it penetrated our minds what had just happened, we realized that neither one of us had any injuries. Had I not been wearing my seatbelt, I may have been killed. If the steering wheel had not been jerked to the right, we surely could have been killed in the head-on collision that would have resulted. My car had been “totaled.” It could not be driven at all, and needed to be towed. Yet, we were safe and uninjured. To this day, I believe it must have been an angel, who supernaturally took over my steering wheel, to turn my car to the right in that critical moment, to prevent a head-on collision with the speeding taxi without its lights on.
We stepped out of the car uninjured, yet in shock. In the impact of the collision, the dark taxi that hit us, had been propelled quite a distance further down the road. As we stood outside my wrecked car in numbed disbelief, a stranger suddenly appeared to help us. What was this man doing there on this dark rural road at midnight on Holy Saturday? We immediately and gratefully accepted the “good Samaritan’s” help. He took charge of everything. He checked to see if we were injured. Then, he went over to the taxi to check on the driver with whom we had no contact at all during the entire accident. He called the police and filed the accident report for us and arranged for the towing of my car. He managed everything for us quickly and efficiently. Then he told us he would drive us home!
It was just after midnight and had become Easter Sunday morning! We got into the car of the “good Samaritan” and saw that it was filled with Bibles! He prayed for us as he drove us all the way to our homes.
I was alive. I was 40 years old. That day was the first Easter of my life that I had living faith – that I believed in Jesus Christ, the risen Lord, and my Savior. How awesomely Jesus had revealed His saving love to us through these miraculous events!
The Holy Spirit inspired Joanne to tell me to “buckle my seat beat” so I would be protected from death. The only wise God, the all-knowing Lord of Life knew what was coming. The Lord had His angel take control of my steering wheel in the split second needed to save both of His beloved children’s lives. Then, He sent the stranger to come our aid in the darkness of night, in a lonely place, to help us, pray for us, bless us, and bring us safely home.
“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You have faith in God; have faith also in Me.
In My Father’s house there are many dwelling places. If there were not, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you?
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back again and take you to Myself, so that where I am you also may be.
Where I am going you know the way.”
Thomas said to him “Master, we do not know where You are going; how can we know the way?”
Jesus said to him, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.
If you know Me, then you will also know My Father. From now on you do know Him and have seen Him.”
Philip said to Him, “Master, show us the Father, and that will be enough for us.”
Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you for so long a time and you still do not know Me, Philip? Whoever has seen Me has seen the Father…”
“I will not leave you orphans; I will come to you.
In a little while the world will no longer see Me, but you will see Me, because I live and you will live…”
“Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give it to you. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.
You heard me tell you, ‘I am going away and I will come back to you.’ And now I have told you this before it happens, so that when it happens you may believe.”
(John 14: 1-10, 18-20, 27-29)
Jesus is God. He gives eternal life to everyone who will put their faith and trust in Him. You can trust Him! He loves you!