BEHOLD, I HAVE GIVEN YOU AUTHORITY TO TRAMPLE UPON SCORPIONS 

I went to the Sea of Galilee with my Catholic partner in this blog, Marianne, to visit an Italian Catholic friend who was living on the slope of the Mount of Beatitudes overlooking the Lake. 

We spent time together sharing our faith and enjoying a lunch together. Afterwards, we thought it would be interesting to go to one of the holy sites in the area. Our friend suggested Chorazin, a pilgrimage place we had not visited before.

We had been discussing during our fellowship about spiritual warfare, – the antics of the evil one, how Satan tempts and attacks Christians. We all three shared that we had been experiencing some spiritual combat of late, and we consoled one another that the Lord is always with us and He would not let us be vanquished in these trials.  So, we made our way to Chorazin and while walking through the ancient ruins we were discussing and meditating on the account in the Bible where Jesus said: 

Matthew 11:21 

“Woe to you, Chorazin! Woe to you, Bethsaida! For if the miracles that were performed in you had been performed in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented long ago in sackcloth and ashes.” We tried to imagine the people of Jesus’ day as they witnessed His miracles and heard His gracious Divine words of truth. We wondered whether we would have opened our hearts to believe in Jesus as Messiah, the Son of God, the Christ Savior if we had been alive at that time, or might we have been just as stiff-necked and hard-hearted as they were to reject the God-Man dwelling amongst them. In Jesus’ amazement at their resistance to Him, He pronounced that terrible judgment upon the unbelieving residents of Chorazin. 

Resting under a tree, we decided we would pray and read the daily Mass readings for the day. So we opened up to the Gospel passage and read:  

 Luke 10:19

“Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing will injure you.” In reading this Scripture we felt the Lord so close to us, because we realized that earlier we had been talking about the Devil’s deceptions and lies and the diabolical snares he had been setting for us. We were so very encouraged by this Word. 

We returned to our friend’s home and as we sat outside that evening gazing down at the beautiful Sea of Galilee we saw a large, black scorpion crawling next to Marianne. Our friend immediately trampled upon it and killed it. Not long after that, a second scorpion came towards me, and again our friend stomped upon it and killed it.  Unbelievably, a third scorpion came towards our friend and once again he promptly smashed it and killed it. We were absolutely astounded, as we have many nights sat together on that hillside outside his home and never saw a scorpion at our feet, let alone three scorpions – one for each of us!

We reflected on the day’s Scripture verse that we read at Chorazin and sensed that the infernal enemy was harassing us and testing our faith.  But we believed the powerful Word of the Lord! Jesus gave us the opportunity to understand the profound spiritual meaning that by faith in Him and by His Word and Precious Blood we are “more than conquerors” over the ancient Serpent. Furthermore, we literally trampled upon scorpions and fulfilled His Word that night!

Romans 8:31-39

“What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave Him up for us all—how will He not also, along with Him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 

Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?…

…No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

I WILL MAKE YOU FISHERS OF MEN

 

I returned to America on May 1 for the summer to spend some months with my family and to reconnect with some of my American friends. I will go back to the Holy Land in September 2023. I’m in conversation with two young men from the two different communities in Israel, a young Israeli Jewish soldier whom I met at an animal rescue shelter, and an Arab Muslim young man from my town there who pumps my gas at the local gas station. Both of these young men are seeking the direction for their lives, and asking the questions that everyone eventually asks, “how did I come to be, what is my purpose in life, how do I find my path in life, and specifically, for the Muslim man – how do I get to Heaven.” The Lord brought these two young men across my path so that I could share with them wisdom, my faith journey, and to pray for them as they seek answers to life’s deepest mysteries. As the Lord’s “Vagabond”, as that is the name and calling that I received from Him almost two decades ago, to witness to His love and mercy, and share the good news of salvation with all those He brings across my path, – I did share with these two young men my relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ, the Savior of humanity and began a dialog about the Gospel.


Since the Covid restrictions ended, I have been able to return to traveling again, and in the past 10 months I have traveled to nine countries. I always look forward to my travels, because I know that the Lord will bring people across my path in the most remarkable ways, and I am always ready to share “the Hope that I have within me” with anyone who is searching for life’s true and full meaning and would be open to listen. 


First Peter 3:15
“But in your hearts set Christ apart as holy and acknowledge Him as Lord. Always be ready to give a logical defense to anyone who asks you to account for the hope that is in you, but do it courteously and respectfully.”


Now I’d like to share with you some wonderful experiences that I had with Jesus this past January 2023 on my travels to Denmark and Norway. One evening in Copenhagen I went to a blues club to listen to jazz and blues. I enjoyed the music that the band performed, and the female lead singer approached me from the stage as I was sitting at a front row table. She struck up a conversation. We shared about music, travels and life, and she invited me to join the band downstairs in their private room to hang out with them. There, I met a young woman from Hungary who had been living in Copenhagen and was a friend of the lead singer. She shared with me that she was in a moment of decision and did not know which way to go.  The choice before her was to remain in Copenhagen with her boyfriend and continue their life, or to move to Vienna where her family had immigrated. I listened like a tender mother to the young woman and offered her some wisdom and advice based on my own life experience, and I provided her with encouragement and kindness. We didn’t speak about any spiritual things. I didn’t share the Gospel with her. I simply offered my ear to her so that she could talk through her thoughts. 

We then went upstairs again to the blues club to continue watching the show. While we were leaning against the bar a young man approached me, and he said the following, “I know that you are a good woman”, and then he added, “God has told me that you should bless her” as he indicated the young lady from Budapest next to me. Then, I realized that the Lord was at work! I expressed my amazement at his words, as he was following the leading of the Holy Spirit to approach us, and he continued by saying, “I had been away from God for a long time, but recently I have returned to Him and He has blessed me with spiritual gifts, including hearing His Voice, which I now obey.” I shared with him that the lovely Hungarian girl and I had been speaking downstairs in private, and that she had confided to me that she was in a moment of decision. And then I understood deeply in my spirit, that the Lord was teaching me something profound. He was pleased that I had provided her with some motherly advice and compassion, but through this young man, the Lord gave me to understand that I should have done more to help her, specifically, that I should have offered to pray for her, and to invite our Lord to come among us to provide His divine help in her decision-making process. As I did not do that, it was necessary for Him to send a messenger to me to specifically tell me this! 


Immediately, I looked at the girl from Budapest, and could see in her eyes, that she, too, was completely astounded at the Lord’s intervention in such a miraculous way, and that she was open to receiving a blessing, and to be prayed over. I reached out and put my hands on her shoulders, and in the crowded blues bar, I prayed for the Lord to bless her and to guide her in her life’s decision, and to stay with her, and to lead her into His plan for her future.  The young man was very pleased that I had responded to this Word from the Lord. And a great peace came over all three of us. The young man told me he was from Lebanon. I never forgot that lesson- that, in addition, to being a comfort to someone, the Lord really desires that I (we) invoke and include and invite Him into all situations by offering to bless and pray for those whom He sends across our paths of life. Since then, at every opportunity when Jesus brings someone to me, I recall this miraculous intervention and His teaching. 


I later learned that the young Hungarian woman made the decision to move to Vienna to join her parents.  The following day I left to go to Norway, where the Lord continued to walk with me, and bring people across my path in the most remarkable ways. 
As I was quite excited about what happened in Denmark, one night in my hotel in Oslo I prayed to the Lord asking him to continue to use me to witness to Him and to bring hope, joy, peace and His love to anyone that He would choose to send my way. 


That following morning, I woke up and left my hotel to walk through the city. As I was walking on one street, three young Norwegian boys passed by me and said something to me in Norwegian, which I did not understand. I responded in English, “I don’t understand what you’re saying, I don’t speak Norwegian”. They continued on their way, and then I had this sudden impulse to call after them, saying, “but I can help you!” They turned around and came back to me and I asked them, “what did you ask me and what do you need?” They responded that they were three students who were making a film, and the film was titled “Do you believe in God?” 

 

I was astounded. I realized right away that the Lord had answered my prayer from the night before, and this was an opportunity to share truth of our Lord Jesus Christ and His gift of salvation to these young men who were making a film. They interviewed me and filmed me right there in the street of Oslo. I have never felt so filled with the Holy Spirit to be able to respond so perfectly to every question they asked. I answered with the wisdom and grace of the Holy Spirit.


 I remembered the Scripture,
Luke 12:12
“At that time the Holy Spirit will tell you what to say.”


I was so filled up with the Holy Spirit after their interview that I could not wait to release the joy and love of God I had in my heart. I continued walking and at the next corner I saw a man sitting in the street begging. I approached him and began to speak with him in English assuming he would understand what I had to say. He told me that he did not understand English, but he could speak Spanish. How amazing! This man from Bulgaria had a second language that was not English, rather Spanish, of which I understand, and can speak, so I was able to communicate with him!  He told me that he was an immigrant to Norway and was married and had four children but had to take to the streets because he just did not have enough money to provide for them. I offered him the little money that I had, and then having learned the lesson of the Lord from Copenhagen, I asked if he would like me to pray for him. He enthusiastically said yes, and so he closed his eyes and raised his face to heaven and I prayed that the Lord would help him in his distress, and provide for him and his family, and
give him hope and a future.


Jeremiah 29:11
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”


I left the Bulgarian man nearly skipping away, knowing that Jesus was doing His work through me. It is so joyful to be a disciple of the Lord Jesus Christ, to be his evangelist, witness, messenger, apostle, and partner with Him as a “fisher of men.”


Matthew 4:19 
“Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.”


The night before I returned back to America from Norway, I stopped at a jazz club to listen to some music, and sitting at the bar, there was a man a few seats away from me reading a book. To be friendly, as we were the only two sitting there, I said to him, “I’m so happy because during this whole of my two- week trip to Denmark and Norway I’ve met the most interesting people that God has brought across my path. I’m aware that He always uses amazing points of contact to connect us and this way He makes it known to me that these are people that He is calling and he desires that I engage with.” 


When I said these words, I was not considering that this particular man in front of me was one of those that the Lord was desiring to connect me with! I was just filled with joy and happiness from the other experiences I had experienced during my two-week trip to Scandinavia. 

I continued, “by the way, what book are you reading?” He told me that he was reading about the Israel – Palestine conflict. I was astounded, and told him that my husband is Palestinian, and that we have a home in Israel, and I’m very familiar with all the aspects of this political issue. And then I realized, that this was the “point of contact”, to open the doors to a dialogue, not only about the political complexities in Israel and Palestine, but also about spiritual truths. So, we began a conversation that lasted several hours, first about the politics, and then about our Lord Jesus Christ. 

 

Jannes was very interested, and he even told me that he had recently married a Catholic woman from Nicaragua who had been asking him to go to Holy Mass with him in the city of Trondheim, where they both lived. I encouraged him to join his wife at Church and to continue his journey to seek God since he had indicated he had been an agnostic, but was now open to what I had shared with him. I assured him, “your wife is telling you the truth.” He promised that he would continue his research on the many religious and spiritual things that I had shared with him that night as he loved to study. As we said goodbye, he said, “you’ve almost pulled the wool from my eyes.” I encouraged him to continue to “ask, seek and knock” and the Lord would answer him. 


Matthew 7:7-8
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.


I remember all of these people in my prayers that they come to “know the one true God and Jesus Christ whom He has sent.”
John 17:3
“And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.”

Home is Where Your Heart Is and Where Your Treasure Is There Will Be Your Heart

My husband and I are renovating our house in Israel in the town of Baqa Al- Gharbiya, which is an Islamic Arab city near the ancient site of Caesarea on the Mediterranean Sea. My father- in-law left his house to us when he died. Sidi Rajab passed away on Christmas Day, 2022. His passing on this exact date I recognized as a “sign” and an answer to our prayers for his eternal salvation, as he, being a very humble Muslim man who never heard the Gospel, we had prayed and hoped that our merciful Lord would take him to Himself.

We have just finished renovating the family home to be able to settle in the Holy Land. Thus, I will live much of the year in Israel. I will do God’s Will of giving witness to Jesus’ love  and mercy and gift of eternal life through sharing the Gospel to those who do not yet know the Messiah and Savior. 


About ten years ago, in my own home town of Woodbury, New Jersey I met, by providence, an elderly Catholic woman as I was jogging through my neighborhood. She called out to me and so I stopped and drew near to her. I was amazed when I listened to her.  She said to me, “I don’t know why I’m telling you this, but I feel God wants me to share it with you. I never told anyone else what I am about to tell you.” 

She told me her name was Dorothy, and that she had died on the operating table some years before, and was lifted up to the corner of the operating room where she watched the doctors trying to revive her. She then turned towards the ceiling and saw heaven opened. She saw our Lord Jesus Christ, who told that her she would be restored and return to the earth.  She told me that because of this heavenly experience her faith was strengthened and she no longer feared death.  Then she prophesied to me that the Lord had “plans for my life”, and that I would be “going home to Israel,” where I would live to serve Him.  

When she told me that I would “go home to Israel” that was the farthest thing from my mind, as even though we had moved to Israel as a family in 2008 we later returned to America in 2011. I considered the USA my home, and not Israel. Without knowing any of my personal history or current situation, she stated, “you are going home to Israel”. She prophesied this in 2009 and now here, in this year 2023, her prophesy is coming to pass. 

The amazing thing about this account is that earlier in the day I had gone to daily mass at my local church of Saint Patrick’s in Woodbury. The priest in his homily had told the story about the Wizard of Oz, and how “Dorothy,” the main character of the movie, had enthusiastically expressed, “there’s no place like home.” I later understood that the priest’s message was a confirming “word” to me that the prophesy of the elderly Dorothy, was true and the will of the Lord.  
 
What’s the chance of her name being Dorothy? What is the chance that earlier in the day the priest was speaking about the Wizard of Oz in his homily and the movie character Dorothy’s exclamation “there’s no place like home.” I couldn’t escape the Lord’s revelation to me. Even more amazingly, earlier in the day, before I went to mass, my own father had mentioned the Wizard of Oz and Dorothy to me in our conversation.  That’s three times!!! Our Lord uses many ways to make His Will known to us.

Now, I’m excited about beginning my new adventure with the Lord as a permanent resident of Israel, to witness to his merciful love and gift of eternal life.  In these intervening years, the Lord has given me a deep revelation that “home is where our heart is” and “where your treasure is there your heart will be also.” (Matthew 6:21). Our Treasure is the Presence of Jesus in our hearts and to live in His Divine Will.


These are important times in which we live. The Church is anticipating the fulfillment of the prophecies of Fatima, Garabandal and Medjugorje – Chastisements if we do not turn back to God, the rise of the Antichrist and the global system of the Beast, the Warning/Illumination of Consciences, the Great Miracle, the Three Days of Darkness, and the Triumph of the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Reign of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, and the Fulfillment of the Lord’s prayer: Thy Kingdom Come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven (the Gift of Living in the Divine Will during the coming Era of Peace).


We believers must better prepare ourselves as our Lord desires and has been asking us to do through His Mother’s many worldwide Apparitions over these many, many years, – to trust the Lord fully, to convert more deeply, to live in greater holiness, and to share the Gospel by both words and actions – to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor” (Luke 4:19) to those who do not yet know Jesus, the only Savior, in this “time of mercy” before His “door of mercy” closes and His “door of justice” opens.   For information and a greater understanding of these prophesied events that the Church is anticipating please see the following links:

Exorcist Fr. Dan Reehil Urges Us to Prepare Our Souls for
the Warning – Interviews Christine Watkins
youtube.com http://Exorcist Fr. Dan Reehil Urges Us to Prepare Our Souls for the Warning – Interviews Christine Watkins youtube.com

Christine Watkins
queenofpeacemedia.com

The Jesus Prayer

Today, on the Feast of the Transfiguration of our Lord Jesus Christ on Mount Tabor, I am reflecting on the experience that I had last night. As we all know this is a very difficult time for our world, with the Pandemic pandemic touching and affecting lives in all countries. I live in the United States of America, and in addition to the Pandemic, we are having many distresses in our political, social, and cultural sectors. The country is very polarized politically between democratic liberals and leftists, Republican conservatives and moral traditionalists. The Church too, is struggling with scandals which are rocking the ancient foundations even to the highest levels in the American Church and Vatican hierarchy with evidence of grave sins of sexually immorality and impurity, and financial impropriety, and a terrible chasm deepening between Modernists and orthodox traditional Catholics.

Not too long ago in one of my prior posts, the Lord had given me a message (June 22, 2020) admonishing me to stay out of the fray and remaining silent and in prayer with Him so as not to get swept in worldly political debates, counseling me to be humble and trust in His power and ultimate Victory over evil. He told me to shine His light, and be the salt of the earth through gentleness of speech and holiness of life, by which Christ’s Gospel would be more readily accepted than many talking defensive points!

In my following of the world news, the national headlines, and spending time listening to videos and reading articles on the Internet in which many arguments were raging, not only in national politics, but also within the church, I found myself easily swept into the fray. I kept reflecting on the Lord’s message to me, but I admit, I was easily carried away into the torrent of these controversies.

Last night, I was watching some more of these YouTube’s, particularly those relating to issues within the church, and then I providentially stumbled upon one YouTube that differed from the others. (I attach it here below for you to experience for yourself.)

This YouTube is “The Jesus Prayer Burns Demons”. I know this prayer well, and I have often prayed it. It is very simple. The short version is: “Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me.” The longer version is: “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the living God, have mercy on me, a sinner.”

I opened up this YouTube and began to listen to the repetitive and pleasing musical chant of this simple prayer by monks in Greece. What a an escape from the negative intensity of those other YouTube videos.

I allowed myself to enter into contemplation, and I began to join the monks in their prayer. Then suddenly, at one moment during the prayer I was delighted and astounded when I suddenly felt the tangible Presence of the Holy Spirit manifest within my body in a powerful and sublimely pleasing way. I was filled with His unfathomable joy and marvelous peace. He stayed with me a while in this mystical and remarkable way. I realized how pleased He was that I had turned away from all the noise, and had entered into contemplation of His mercy in loving trust.

I encourage you to enter into the quiet place, into the hidden space, and adore our wise, Loving, merciful, all powerful Lord, who despite everything going on on this earth, is fully in control, and His plan of salvation and eternal life and ultimate restoration of the world in His Kingdom will be accomplished.

Christ is with us, and wishes to give us His peace and joy and wisdom during these trials and tribulations. Thank you Lord Jesus. Thank you Holy Spirit. Thank you Heavenly Father. Thank You My God, that You never leave us and You are always waiting for us to turn our hearts back to You so you can comfort and heal us.

Psalm 107: 1- 22

“Give thanks to the LORD for he is good,
his mercy endures forever!”a

2
Let that be the prayer of the LORD’s redeemed,
those redeemed from the hand of the foe,b

3
Those gathered from foreign lands,
from east and west, from north and south.c

I
4
Some had lost their way in a barren desert;
found no path toward a city to live in.

5
They were hungry and thirsty;
their life was ebbing away.d

6
In their distress they cried to the LORD,
who rescued them in their peril,

7
eGuided them by a direct path
so they reached a city to live in.f

8
Let them thank the LORD for his mercy,
such wondrous deeds for the children of Adam.

9
For he satisfied the thirsty,
filled the hungry with good things.g

II
10
Some lived in darkness and gloom,
imprisoned in misery and chains.

11
Because they rebelled against God’s word,
and scorned the counsel of the Most High,h

12
He humbled their hearts through hardship;
they stumbled with no one to help.i

13
In their distress they cried to the LORD,
who saved them in their peril;

14
He brought them forth from darkness and the shadow of death
and broke their chains asunder.j

15
Let them thank the LORD for his mercy,
such wondrous deeds for the children of Adam.

16
For he broke down the gates of bronze
and snapped the bars of iron.

III
17
Some fell sick from their wicked ways,
afflicted because of their sins.

18
They loathed all manner of food;k
they were at the gates of death.

19
In their distress they cried to the LORD,
who saved them in their peril,

20
Sent forth his word to heal them,l
and snatched them from the grave.

21
Let them thank the LORD for his mercy,
such wondrous deeds for the children of Adam.

22
Let them offer a sacrifice in thanks,
recount his works with shouts of joy.

Holy Wisdom in our Hearts

Just this week the famous, ancient and magnificent Cathedral of Hagia Sophia,
or also known as The Church of Holy Wisdom or Church of the Divine Wisdom, built at Constantinople (now Istanbul, Turkey) in the 6th century AD (532–537) under the direction of the Byzantine emperor Justian was turned into a mosque by current president of Turkey Recep Tayyip Erdoğan. By general consensus, it is the most important Byzantine structure and one of the world’s great monuments.

This action broke the hearts of many Catholics, Orthodox and Christians of all denominations across the globe.
For more than a millennium it was the Cathedral of the Ecumenical Patriarchate of Constantinople. When the Muslims invaded Byzantium and captured Constantinople in 1453 they turned this magnificent Christian Cathedral into a mosque. They plastered over all of the golden mosaics of the icons of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Blessed Virgin Mary and other sacred iconography and hagiography. When I visited the Church last year I gazed in awe at the glorious golden mosaics that had been restored to their prior beauty, freed from the plastering that the Muslims had defaced and covered them with.

In 1934 Turkish Pres. Kemal Atatürk secularised the building, and in 1935 it was made into a museum. Art historians consider the building’s beautiful mosaics to be the main source of knowledge about the state of mosaic art
in the time shortly after the end of the Iconoclastic Controversy in the 8th and 9th centuries. The Hagia Sophia is a component of a UNESCO World Heritage site called the Historic Areas of Istanbul (designated 1985).

The intent was that this building could serve as a place of respect and unity between faiths, given its history, and served this purpose for many decades, until the current President of Turkey, appealing to his radical political base, took the unilateral step to convert this museum into a mosque. This action is a thorn in the side of Christians worldwide.

The war on Christianity is advancing with persecutions and new attacks all over the world, as churches and statues are being burned, defaced, and defiled in the USA, Canada, and France and ongoing in Asia and Africa. This act by Erdogan is yet another blatant and purposeful wound driven into the side of Christ’s Body!

How many magnificent mosques exist already in Istanbul in which Muslims can worship!

This sad event in Turkey, prompted me to recall two beautiful evangelical experiences I had in Istanbul last year, which reveal how Our Lord is moving in open, gentle and humble hearts who seek the love of God and His Truth.

On the first day that I arrived in Istanbul, that evening, I took a walk from my hotel into the shopping district of this beautiful, exciting and historic city. As I was strolling home with my husband, with whom I was having a pleasant conversation, three young men we’re walking behind us. After a little while, one of the men moved up to walk alongside me on my left-hand side, while my husband was still walking on my right. He said to me, “something about you is very different, you have so much joy!” These words took me by surprise since he was a total stranger and had quietly entered into our presence by his own initiative.

I told him that I was very happy to be in Istanbul that evening, but that my real joy is not natural, that it is supernatural, as it comes from the Holy Spirit. I told him that I’m always happy, filled with a deep unshakable joy and peace knowing that I am loved by God and that Jesus Christ, His Son has saved me by His atoning death on the Cross and His Resurrection from the dead, and for that reason I am always filled with joy and peace!

Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. ( Philippians 4:7)

The young man, who was German, and had been living in Istanbul for some time, began to tell me his story. He told me that he had come to Istanbul in order to find happiness, as he had not found a joyful life in Germany. But that coming to Istanbul, and even finding a job and making good friends – the two men walking with him we’re both French and had also come to Istanbul – he had not found the joy he was seeking. He told me in fact, that he was depressed, and despairing. We chatted, while my husband walked on ahead to the hotel. I told him about my Christian Faith, and encouraged him to pray that night to our Lord and ask Him to come into his heart to give him His peace and joy and to lead him on the way of salvation. I told him that his sincere and heartfelt prayer would be heard gladly by our Lord, and our Lord would not hesitate to come to him.

The other men had listened to our conversation and were smiling broadly and also experiencing the joy that the Holy Spirit was manifesting between us. They were filled with hope, and we all gave a big hug to each other, and I sent them off with a blessing. I often pray for these three young men, calling them, “the three Istanbul boys“ in my prayers. We always need to be ready, to:

Proclaim the message; persist in it whether convenient or not; rebuke, correct, and encourage with great patience and teaching. (Second Timothy 4:2)

It was a joyful and amazing experience that lovely evening, one which I will never forget. The Lord uses us to share His Word of Life to bring souls into His Kingdom when we walk with Him in love, faith and trust and in His Holy Spirit. He places us in moments of providential encounter.

A few days later I used the spa facilities at my hotel. I was seated alone in the steam room. A young woman came in and sat in the steam room across from me. She began talking to me, telling me that she really needed to sweat out all the alcohol that she had drunk the night before while partying with her friends at a nightclub in Istanbul. I chuckled and told her that when I was younger I also lived a very worldly life in New York City and found myself in very similar situations! I connected with her admitting my own youthful, worldly, sinful and hedonistic life during which I enjoyed many excesses and occasionally found myself experiencing the same consequences of a hangover. It was at that point that she told me she had been living this kind of life in rebellion to her strict Muslim parents, and their culture and religion that prohibits drinking alcohol. I told her that as a Christian we are permitted to drink alcohol, but Our Lord instructs us to do everything in moderation!

1 Corinthians 6:12
“All things are lawful for me,” but not all things are helpful. “All things are lawful for me,” but I will not be enslaved by anything.
Ephesians 5:18
And do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit,
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.

It was at that moment that she began to share with me the struggle that she was experiencing between her flesh and her spirit. She was searching, and not having found the love and peace of God in the religion of her family – Islam, or in her secular worldly living, she had just met with an Eastern Orthodox priest in one of the churches in Istanbul. She told me that she asked him many questions about Jesus and the Christian Faith. I was amazed when I heard this, and delighted.

At this moment we realized we better remove ourselves from the steam room or we might get sick and pass out. So we both left the steam room and went to sit at one of the cool water pools in the spa, where we talked for more than an hour. I asked her to tell me what she remembered learning from the Orthodox priest, and I confirmed his teaching to her. I reiterated the Gospel and at one moment she burst out joyfully, “I love Jesus and I feel I’m already a Christian.” After this I prayed for our Lord to continue to fill her heart with His love and Truth and guide her life. I encouraged her to go to church and to read the Scriptures and to grow in her life of prayer and faith.

Her friend came up and approached us in the spa, and so it was time to conclude our conversation. She hugged me, kissed me on both cheeks, and told me that, “this is the happiest day of my life.“ I’ll never forget my sister, Seval.

Praise the LORD! Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good! His faithful love endures forever. (Psalm 106:1)

The Heavenly Visitor – Lord, “Deliver Us From The Evil One!”

I’ve been waiting a long time to tell this story. But I think it’s very appropriate in these times to share it.

Recently, I’ve been receiving emails from various Christian/Catholic organizations and watch groups, regarding the dramatic rise of Satanism, – many more covens and illegal and horrific blood sacrifices,  the public display of satanic statues, black masses, public satanic rituals and satanic marches, in cities across America, on American university campuses, in front of town and city halls, with the approval and support of local city and town authorities, under the pretense of “religious” liberty.

Some of these Baphomet statues are being set up right next to the 10 Commandments; and in other places Judeo-Christian symbols and sculptures are being removed. Religious liberty is being arbitrarily applied. In fact, it goes without saying, that there is a current war on Christianity taking place in our country
as atheistic and liberal, secular humanist groups
purposely confuse and distort the religious liberty statute in the US Constitution to mean that there’s no place for religion, (i.e. Christianity) in the public square.

Our Founding Fathers did not ban religion from the public square, which is often the incorrect liberal interpretation of “separation of church and state”, but rather our Founding Fathers’ intent was to ensure that there would be no “official state religion” imposed upon the citizens of the United States of America as had been the case in medieval Europe.  All religions that had in mind the common good  (and I do not believe the Founding Fathers  would include blatant evil groups such Satanism when they referenced “religion“) should have freedom to worship and participate in the public and moral life of the society. You can easily find a wealth of articles and information about the state of the attack on religious liberty in America,  aimed specifically at removing Christianity from the public square, on the Internet with a touch of a button.

So now I’d like to share with you a very personal experience, that touches on this intense spiritual warfare taking place between good and evil, between God and satan between Christ and the devil, between the children of Light and the children of darkness. This battle touches every soul, as God desires through Christ,  to redeem and save all of His beloved human creation to spend an eternity of joy, peace and love in His presence, while the rebellious fallen angels, led by satan/the devil – whose name means, the deceiver, the accuser – work frantically, yet, intelligently, to destroy this loving plan of God, and to deceive souls so that they may be tempted to choose evil, and thereby lose their friendship with God, and ultimately, be conquered by the Prince of Darkness and lost to Hell by their own free choice to assent to evil.

It was a Friday when I received a call from an evangelical Christian friend, a Palestinian-American woman who told me that she felt a sense of urgency to come to my home to pray for my husband. She lived more than an hour’s drive from my home, but insisted she wanted to come immediately to pray with me, because she sensed in her spirit by the promptings of the Holy Spirit, that my husband desperately needed spiritual warfare prayers.

Truly, for me, this unusual call was out of the ordinary. There was nothing new going on in my household. There did not seem to be any intense spiritual battle taking place. Everything seemed to be as it always was. Yes, my husband at that time was an ardent atheist, but he’d been so for decades. This was nothing new.

I told her to come on over if she insisted and she could lead whatever prayers she thought were necessary and appropriate. She was a seasoned spiritual warfare intercessor, and I was a very recent convert to Christ, having only been walking with the Good Shepherd for about a year as an evangelical Christian at that time. This all took place before I followed the Lord’s  call into the Catholic Church in 2003 -2004 after Jesus revealed to me His real Presence in the holy Eucharist.

She drove to my home in Pennsylvania, and we sat at the kitchen table together, and she began to pray powerfully in the Holy Spirit, while I lifted my mind, heart and soul to the Lord, and quietly listened to her intercessory pleas to Jesus for protection and deliverance for my husband from the Evil One, and claiming him for the Kingdom of Christ. She prayed fervently for about an hour, while I listened to and participated silently in my heart with her supplications for my beloved husband. It was all very new for me, this type of Holy Spirit led intense Charismatic prayer. But I was grateful to her for taking the time to come to my home, and give of herself, in such a compassionate, generous, and caring manner on behalf of my husband. I realized she must’ve felt something very deep in her spirit to have made such an effort.


After she left, the rest of the day was just a normal usual Friday. The kids were at school, my husband was at work, and I did my daily duties at home. When the evening came,  after I settled the children in to their beds, and my husband had retired early to go to sleep, I sat on the couch in the family room downstairs, and picked up a book that I had randomly selected from the Barnes and Noble’s store some weeks before, and decided that I would begin reading it in the silence of the evening. The book was written by a Catholic priest, a world famous exorcist, Father Gabriele Amorth, who was known as the chief exorcist of the Diocese of Rome. I don’t even know why I bought the book, as I was not yet Catholic, and did not even know about such things as the Roman Rite of Exorcism, or of spiritual warfare of that level. My only exposure up until that point in such a deep area of the Christian reality of spiritual warfare had been reading the accounts in the Gospels, where Jesus drove out the demons from various afflicted persons. But as for personal experience, I really had very little at that early stage of my infant Christian spiritual life.

Therefore, just having this remarkable book in my hands, and reflecting on what happened later, it was clear that this was completely a work of the Holy Spirit and totally providential. The Lord was preparing me for something which I did not yet even know how to anticipate.

I read the book for many hours until it was well past midnight. I couldn’t put it down as it was so fascinating. I had never read anything like the accounts that Father Amorth was witnessing to. It was extremely edifying. In my spirit I had a strong conviction that the priest was absolutely telling the truth from his own personal experiences as an exorcist during his 30 plus years of work with demonic possession cases. If you wish to read this book, it is titled, “An Exorcist Tells His  Story” by Father Gabriele Amorth.

There were things in the book, for example his references to the Blessed Virgin Mary, which I did not fully comprehend at the time, since I had not yet been exposed to Catholic doctrine and dogma still being an infant evangelical Christian. I read about specific cases of demonic possession, and the infestation of houses by evil spirits, about the stages of oppression, obsession and possession. It was fascinating and yet terrifying. I knew the good priest was telling the truth.


After reading about 3/4 of the book, I suddenly felt the prompting by the Holy Spirit to go upstairs and to give each of my daughters who were laying in their beds fast asleep, a blessing.  So I entered each of their rooms very quietly, and knelt down by each girl at the side of their beds. Using blessed oil and holy water, which had been given to me by my friend, I gently made the Sign of the Cross on their forehead without waking them. Using some of the prayers that I had read in Father Amorth’s Book I blessed them and prayed protective prayers over them. They didn’t stir, and remained sleeping peacefully like little angels.

Then I went to the door of the master bedroom, and fearing that I could not go in and kneel next to my husband while he was sleeping, and make the Sign of the Cross on his forehead with the blessed oil and holy water, as he might wake up, and become angry with me for my actions, despite my holy and loving intent, to do only good for him, I stood on the outside of the door and I made the Sign of the Cross in oil and holy water with my fingers on the door of our bedroom. I stood there in the hallway praying deliverance and protective prayers over him from behind the door, attempting my own spiritual warfare intercession for the first time in my walk of faith with Christ.

This was the first time that I made the Sign of the Cross, as it was not a usual evangelical action, but rather a Catholic one. I had read about the power of the Sign of the Cross in Father Amorth’s book. I had learned many new things from this book.

I decided to sleep in the guestroom that night, as I didn’t want to disturb my husband. When I woke the following morning I went downstairs to the family room, where my husband was already awake and sitting on the leather chair.
I sat on the couch across from him and greeted him good morning, and asked how he had slept that night. I had no premeditated intentions by asking such a question, it was simply polite conversation as I made every other morning.

As I looked at him, I noticed that his face was pale, which concerned me. Still holding his cup of coffee, he looked intently at me, and said, “I don’t know what happened, I mean, it was real. “ I looked at him confused, and did not know what he was talking about. He then began to share with me what happened to him in his bedroom while he was alone in the early hours of that morning. He told me he woke up just as morning was breaking, around five am. and saw a man standing by the side of his bed! I didn’t know what to say to him. I asked him to explain.

Then he repeated, “I woke up, and saw that there was a man standing by my bed and he was just looking at me.” I asked him if he had been dreaming. He said no that he was awake. And then I asked if the man frightened him. And he told me no. He repeated to me that the mysterious man was just standing there next to him gazing down at his face. And then he was no longer there. My husband told me he got up and looked around, but the mysterious supernatural visitor had gone. So I asked him, “were you able to go back to sleep?” Remarkably, he told me that he was able to fall back to sleep and that he slept very peacefully!


This experience for my husband, an atheist, was extraordinary, yet, it was real – supernatural, spiritual and mysterious. I thought it best not to ask him any further questions, since he hadn’t been frightened by the otherworldly early morning visitor, and he was able to fall back to sleep and sleep very peacefully.

The Holy Spirit later convicted me that the Lord has sent a heavenly visitor to watch over him. Reflecting on all that had transpired the night before – knowing that I had interceded for my husband’s soul on the other side of the bedroom door, anointed the door with holy oil and holy water, and prayed deliverance and protection prayers over him which were sparked by reading Father Amorth’s book, I knew that my prayers had been answered and in a way I could never have imagined! I reflected on the urgent visit the morning before by my Evangelical Christian friend who felt compelled to pray at length for my husband’s soul and well-being, and her charismatic intercession for heavenly assistance and protection.
This was no coincidence!

Never in my husband’s life had he had such experience, and he has not had another one like it since. I understood this to be an extraordinary grace and blessing from our Lord for my husband, and for me and for our family, and also a supernatural sign to us confirming the Lord’s love, compassion, care, and mercy for my husband and my family.

Who was this mysterious heavenly visitor? Perhaps he was my husband’s guardian angel, perhaps he was the Lord Jesus, we do not know, but we do know that the Holy Spirit prompted all the events to line up: my Christian friend’s visit, my finding the priest’s  book at Barnes and Noble‘s, my opening it that particular night, and reading it, and being moved by it, and acting upon what I read, praying over my children and over my husband spiritual warfare prayers, and having trust and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ as our merciful and protective Savior, who delivers us from evil – from the Evil One – and keeps us safe in His loving care!

Calling Jesus- SOS!!!

Here is a delightful story I’d like to share with you. Some friends had joined me for dinner at my home the other night and we got talking about our love for animals, and in that moment the Holy Spirit reminded me of this remarkable rescue by our Lord Jesus.

A few years ago when we lived in Israel, I found myself with an unofficial mission of animal rescue. I had never planned to get into such a situation, but I do love animals and I feel that I live in the spirit of St. Francis.


Because we had brought our own cat from America, when I put her water bowl and food bowl out on the porch for her to nibble during the day, I found it attracted many other cats, who were desperate to find food. The feral cat problem in Israel is severe. They have not yet effectively established a spay and neuter program, and the common expression about the feral cats in Israel is that they are like squirrels! I ended up in a situation where at one point I was taking care of 20 plus cats in my yard feeding them and providing medical care through the services of a local veterinarian whom I had befriended and who had a very big and compassionate heart. I was able to trap and bring them to the Vet for him to spay and neuter many of the cats, and care for their injuries, give them with their shots etc. and I cared for them until I was able to find homes for them. I was successful at getting quite a number of the feral cats adopted, after I had tamed them by daily feedings, lots of sweet conversations, and TLC, and even making them shelters in my yard and driveway.

My family even adopted a kitten ourselves and Libby is now with us here in America.  I had rescued her as a one -month-old kitten from a storm drain. Today she’s going on 10 years old, and loving her life in America.

I had learned of an organization called SOS, which on Fridays would hold a full day of adoption in an industrial area outside of Tel Aviv. People around the country knew that they could bring stray cats and dogs on Friday and attempt to have them adopted. People who were looking for pets could come to SOS and look amongst the many kennels and cages of cats and dogs to find the perfect pet they were looking to adopt.

It was a great idea, and good number of cats and dogs were adopted, but unfortunately most went back with their foster families, and were brought back Friday after Friday in the hopes that someone would adopt them.

One evening while I was walking in my neighborhood I found a tiny little kitten, mostly black fur with some white markings, and a big white dot on it stomach. I found him on a main street with a lot of traffic. Maybe it had been separated from its mother, or perhaps children had found the tiny kitten and brought it home and their mother insisted they take it back where the found it and so it was dropped off however, on a very busy intersection.  It was still a nursing kitten and needed special care.


I knew it could not survive on its own, so I wrapped it in my shirt and I brought it home. We named him Spot. He was just adorable and while we all wanted to keep him, we knew that with two pet cats already in our home and all the strays in our yard, we could not adopt Spot. We cared for Spot for several weeks, bringing him to the point where he could eat solid food, and then after learning about SOS, I decided to bring him one Friday in the hopes that I could find an adoptive family for him.

I arrived with Spot as soon as the gates opened in the morning and planned to stay all day until closing, if necessary, hoping my little kitten would be adopted. I took Spot back to the cat section and placed the little cage amongst the hundred cages that were already set up. There were cats of every color, size and age, some on their own, litters of kittens, some mother cats with their kittens, and every combination possible. Oh I realized it was one in a million chance given the number of cats available for adoption, and the small trickle of potential adopters coming in to take a peek.

During the many hours I sat there waiting I began to talk with the other Israelis there also waiting for someone to adopt the cats that they had brought to SOS that day. I listened to many stories of these compassionate amateur rescue workers who forfeited vacations and came every Friday in order to try to help the stray cats that they were caring for – that they had found and we’re fostering – or that someone had given to them because they knew that they were kind hearted persons who would not refuse an animal in need. I heard their stories of how much of a sacrifice they had to make, in coming every Friday to SOS and usually returning home with the same cats. Week after week they came and week after week they went home without anyone adopting their cats and kittens that they had brought.

It was 15 minutes until SOS was to close. After hearing all these sorrowful stories, and realizing that I could count the number of cats adopted that day, after all those hours, on about three fingers, I was heavy hearted and my soul was downcast. I surely did not want to come next Friday, or the Friday after, or the Friday after, and suddenly a burst of passionate and fervent Faith
arose within me.

Without inhibition,  I burst out to the rescuers present, “this is so distressful, we’re down to the last 15 minutes, I’m desperate and I’m going to pray for God to help me.” I realize it was a bit dramatic, but I truly meant it. I dropped to my knees, and I made the sign of the cross, and with my heart lifted high to the Lord in radical faith, I prayed out loud, calling on Jesus to help me in my hour of need – rather, my  last 15 minutes of need. They all watched as I did this and some smiled, and I can only imagine what they might’ve been thinking.


I collected myself and stood up and went over to a chair and sat down. I had called on the Lord Jesus Christ out loud amongst a group of secular Jews, to rescue me from my distress! I thought to myself, oh Lord, I did not intend to put You to the test, and I hope that I haven’t just scandalized You, but the truth is that I was desperate and really needed Jesus’ urgent help and I was sincere when I called upon Him.

A few moments later a family arrived, a husband and wife and their 13-year-old daughter. They had come from the town of Petah Tikva and they were looking to adopt a cat for their daughter’s 13th birthday. Of course I didn’t know this at the time, I only learned about that afterwards. They walked around and peered in each of the cages looking at the cats and kittens, until they stopped and gazed at Spot.  The young girl said to her parents, “I want that one.” I was speechless. The family adopted Spot, and I thanked and praised the Lord, right then and there, out loud. It was indeed a miracle which all present witnessed!   Jesus Christ is our Savior, He is our SOS.!!!!!!!

Finding Jesus In The Shadow Of The Pyramids

In a few weeks time I’m going to be traveling back to the Holy Land, where we have a second home between Haifa and Tel Aviv along the Mediterranean coast. I really look forward to the more than seven months I now spend in Israel each year. It is a blessing, not just because the fall, winter and early spring months are such a beautiful temperate climate in Israel, compared to the frigid winters of the Philadelphia area, but also I am fortunate to be able to steep myself in the rich spirituality of the Holy Land and the fascinating cultures of the different people groups, such as Jews, Arabs, Druze and Bedouins and enjoy the delicious variety of Middle Eastern foods, and reconnect with family and friends. But mostly, it is a treasured opportunity to be a witness to Faith in our Lord Jesus Christ in the Land where He was born, grew up, worked as a carpenter’s apprentice, where He was baptized, where He preached for three years, where He performed His astounding miracles and where He suffered, died, and rose from the dead and ascended into heaven for our salvation; and where He first poured out His Holy Spirit on the Apostles, giving birth to the Holy Church.

The Lord has given me many gifts and blessings but none as wonderful as the vocation to be His evangelist, missionary disciple of the Gospel , and witness to His Good News – our redemption and salvation in Jesus Christ, to those who believe, who have faith and trust in Him.

Years ago I wrote a story called “The Vagabond”, which is posted here on this blog. It tells the story of how the Lord spoke to me and told me I would be His vagabond. When I’m in the Holy Land, the Lord gives me many opportunities, in astounding and providential ways to witness to people from all segments of society about His unfathomable love for them and His gift of eternal life through Faith in Jesus Christ. You can read many accounts here in this blog of my witness to Jews and Muslims, and agnostics, which our Lord brought about in the most remarkable and unexpected and supernatural ways. I still pray for Itzhak and Svi and Tali and others whom the Lord graced me with the opportunity to share His truth with their searching hearts. So I always look forward to going back to the Holy Land, because it is ripe for the harvest.

Indeed, the world is the Lord’s harvest field, and in every nation there are those whom the Lord is calling to Himself and those who are sincerely seeking God and to know His Truth. I’ve been blessed to be able to witness to many people of all walks of life in many lands. Today, I want to share one extraordinary account of the Lord’s love and gentle wooing to a soul to draw it to Himself – a stranger who was on a journey seeking the true God.

This amazing encounter happened while I was in Cairo, Egypt. My family and I were having dinner al fresco, along the poolside, in the beautiful gardens of the L’ Meridienne Hotel, overlooking the pyramids at Giza. After a long day of dusty sightseeing and camel riding, we had showered, washing off the fine sand of the Sahara, and we dressed somewhat formally for dinner, as we respected the beautiful resort. The evening was magnificent as the sun was setting over the Pyramids. The Middle Eastern menu offered enticing delicacies and a band of Nubian musicians were playing exotic oriental tunes.

A handsome Egyptian seated us at our table bedecked with a white linen tablecloth, and our server came and took our drink order. We were seated at a table set for just four persons- myself, my husband, and our two daughters. We were relaxed and relishing the sunset over the Pyramids, as the band from Southern Egypt near the Sudan played mysterious refrains. It was a glorious evening in a truly exotic place.

When I travel, I always pray to our Lord to send me those souls whom He is seeking. We are taught to be ready “in season and out of season” to tell others of our Faith.

(Preach the Word of God. Be prepared, whether the time is favorable or not. Patiently correct, rebuke, and encourage with great patience and careful instruction. 2 Timothy 4:2)

And my heart is always ready to witness to the saving love of Jesus.
(My heart is ready, O God, my heart is ready: I will sing, and will give praise, with my glory. Psalm 107:2)

We ordered our food and our soon our dishes were served, and we began to eat together as a family. In the middle of our dinner, something very remarkable took place. Two men who were the last residents enjoying the pool that evening, got out and wrapped towels around themselves.

Still wet they came over to our table and struck up a conversation about the apparently delicious food on our plates which they were observing. Being courteous, we responded to their inquiry, and naturally we assumed they would then go in to shower and change for dinner and come back later to sit at their own table to eat. We were truly shocked when they asked if they could join us right then and there for dinner, still dripping wet and in their towels. What could we say? How does one handle such an awkward situation? They looked around and took two chairs from another table and pulled them over towards ours. Having no other real choice, we of course permitted them to join us.

The waiter came and took their orders, as we were already in the middle of our meal, and we began to converse with the two strangers while they waited for their food.

We learned that they had been on a business trip to Egypt and this was their last night in Giza as they were leaving the following morning. One man was returning directly to his native country of Australia. The other man informed us that he was heading first to Israel for a brief personal visit to Jerusalem before he would return to his wife and children in Australia. When I heard his plans, the Holy Spirit nudged me interiorly, alerting me to His Holy purpose for this most bizarre encounter with the two wet strangers who had seated themselves at our table. The Holy Spirit gave me light and wisdom to understand that here before me was a soul He was calling and this soul had been on a intense faith journey searching for God but had not yet found Him.

The Lord help me to understand that He was going to use me to allow Himself to be found by the stranger right there in the shadow of the Pyramids.

(“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
12 Then you will call on Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.
13 You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart.
14 I will be found by you,” declares the LORD,” Jeremiah 29:11-13)

I shared Jesus with Paul from Australia telling him of Christ’s Gospel, much to my husband’s frustration and annoyance, as this episode took place during a time when he was a very intolerant atheist.
At one point my husband tried to cut off the conversation, but Paul, sincerely desiring to hear the Gospel of salvation told him that he would like me to continue.

Paul asked many questions, and with the help of the Holy Spirit I answered them, and I could see that his face became full of joy and light as he believed the Good News. He had shared with me that the reason he was passing through the Holy Land at this time, was because he was searching for answers to life’s important questions. He was not a practicing or believing Christian yet.

Paul was hungry to know the Truth, and he told me he had been searching hard for God. After we finished our dialogue, and our dinner came to an end, Paul thanked me for sharing God’s precious Word of Life, and hugged me and kissed my cheek telling me that now he is ready to go to Jerusalem to begin his journey with Jesus Christ.

I told Paul that I would pray for him that evening that he would come to know, love and serve our Lord Jesus Christ with all his heart, mind and strength and encouraged him to pray that evening to Jesus. I assured Paul that Jesus loves him. In parting, Paul told me that when he returned to Australia he would take his wife and his children to church. He was excited to begin his journey of faith with Jesus Christ.

“We Have Moses As Our Father.”

My husband and I were walking through the lovely Israeli town of Zichron Yaacov situated on the top of the hills that roll off from the Carmel Mountains of Haifa. We often make a visit to this quaint town because they have a lovely pedestrian area that runs through the center, with fine restaurants and bohemian shops, and numerous outdoor terraces and bars where one can enjoy a cold beer or taste some of the delicious rich wines from the famous Israeli Wineries which have their vineyards around the town on the slopes of the hills. Some of these highly renowned  wineries are Binyamina, Margalit and Tishbi.

After enjoying a delicious meal and some locally produced red wine, my husband and I continued down the pedestrian path until we came to the end of the street. There we saw that there were a number of Orthodox Jewish men who had set up a booth displaying religious pamphlets and which they were offering to the passersby, in an attempt to engage them in a conversation about Orthodox Judaism. They were dressed in their distinctive black trousers and white shirts with their long white tassels hanging by the sides of their hips, and their carefully groomed curls dangling at the sides of their temples.

As we were walking past the group of Jewish “evangelists,” one of them approached me and offered me a pamphlet speaking some words in Hebrew to me which I did not understand. While I didn’t understand his words, I fully understood his desire was to share with me his Jewish faith and so I politely took the pamphlet from him saying very pleasantly the name of Jesus Christ in Hebrew, Yashua Ha Machiach, which translates to “Jesus, the Messiah” or “Jesus is Lord”. I meant no offense by it in anyway, in fact,I was simply trying to indicate that I was a Christian, not an Israeli secular Jew and therefore, I would not be a good prospect for his preaching. However, the young man became very irate when he heard me mention the name of Jesus, and shouted out in English, “We have Moses as our father!”

Unfortunately, had I been alone, I might have gone up to him to reassured him that I was trying not to insult him or be offensive in any way. But my husband quickly whisked me away to avoid “making a scene“.

I was very disappointed, because I really would’ve liked to have tried to speak with young man to share with him some accounts from the Scriptures in the hope that the Holy Spirit would enlighten his mind and pierce him through the heart with God’s Truth that Jesus is the long anticipated Jewish Messiah – Yeshua Ha Machiach. Only God knows whether the young devout Jew would have been convicted of this truth by the Holy Spirit  if I had been given an opportunity to share the Gospel with him.  So I can’t know what might’ve transpired if I had shared the Word of God with this young Orthodox Jewish man.

Things haven’t changed much since the days our Lord Jesus and His Apostles walked and preached in the Holy Land, amongst the “lost sheep of the house of Israel”,  (Matthew 15:24) whom the Lord came to save, most of whom did not recognize the moment of their long awaited Messiah’s visitation.

Jesus Weeps over Jerusalem

41He came closer to the city, and when he saw it, he wept over it, 42saying, “If you only knew today what is needed for peace! But now you cannot see it! 43The time will come when your enemies will surround you with barricades, blockade you, and close in on you from every side. 44They will completely destroy you and the people within your walls; not a single stone will they leave in its place, because you did not recognize the time when God came to save you!” ( Luke 19:41-44)

This prophecy of our Lord Jesus Christ came to pass in 70 A.D. when the Roman army led by General Titus surrounded Jerusalem and utterly destroyed the city, leaving no stone upon a stone, resulting in the destruction of the ancient temple of Solomon and much of the surrounding city by a fire started by the Roman army under the command of the future emperor Titus.  The revolt started in 66 CE, following religious tensions between Greeks and Jews, but soon involved protests against taxation and attacks on Roman citizens. Shocked by the defeat of a legion under the command of Gallus, Emperor Nero sent military commander Vespasian, with a force of 60,000, to ensure that order was restored. Despite victories elsewhere, Jerusalem proved difficult to take. Vespasian’s son, Titus, surrounded the city with a wall and a trench, and anyone caught trying to escape was crucified. Titus then put pressure on the food and water supply by allowing pilgrims to enter the city in order to celebrate Passover but not letting them out.

After a number of failed attempts to attack the city, the Romans set about the destruction of Jerusalem’s formidable defenses with a battering ram. Having breached these defenses, the Romans fought their way from street to street. Many Zealots sought sanctuary in the ancient temple of Solomon and in the fortress of Antonia. The Romans finally overwhelmed the fortress, and the ancient temple was destroyed by fire in the ensuing battle, reputedly against the wishes of Titus. The destruction of the temple is still mourned by Jews in the annual fast of Tisha be-Av, and the fall of Jerusalem is celebrated in Rome’s Arch of Titus.

According to Jewish historian Josephus, the losses were Jewish, 1.1 million dead and 97,000 enslaved; Roman, unknown.”(source: Encyclopaedia Britannica).

All that remains of the Jewish Temple of Solomon – the Second Temple – from the destruction of Jerusalem, is  the “Western Wall”, the retaining wall of the Temple Mount, known as the Wailing Wall where the Jews pray. For 2000 years they have not been able to make ritual sacrifices. They did not “recognize the time of their Lord’s visitation” ( Luke 19:44) that Jesus Christ is the fulfillment of the Old Testament Passover type, – Jesus is the Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world ( John 1:29) who was immolated on the wood of the tree ( Deuteronomy 21:23, Galatians 3:13) the Holy Cross (Acts10:39)  the long-awaited Messiah of the Jewish people would come to save the “lost sheep of the house of Israel”  (Matthew 15: 24) and by their obstinate blindness in not seeing the day of their Lord’s visitation to them, and their subsequent rejection of Jesus their Messiah, Jesus brought salvation to the entire world – to all Jews and Gentiles who would believe in Him, receive Him for who He truly is, Emmanuel – God with us, the Lamb of God and Savior of all humanity.

So when young Orthodox Jewish man shouted out to me, “we have Moses as our Father,” the Holy Spirit immediately brought to my mind these words of Jesus who heard the same outcry 2000 years ago by the unbelieving Jews of His day:

Then they hurled insults at him (the blind man healed by Jesus) and said, “You are this fellow’s (Jesus) disciple! We are disciples of Moses! “ (John 9:28)

Jesus responded, “Do not think that I will accuse you to the Father. There is one who accuses you: Moses, on whom you have set your hope. (John 5:45)

Here are the two full accounts in the New Testament from John chapters 5 and 9.

John Chapter 9

The Pharisees Investigate the Healing

13 They brought to the Pharisees the man who had been blind. 14 Now the day on which Jesus had made the mud and opened the man’s eyes was a Sabbath. 15 Therefore the Pharisees also asked him how he had received his sight. “He put mud on my eyes,” the man replied, “and I washed, and now I see.”

16 Some of the Pharisees said, “This man is not from God, for he does not keep the Sabbath.”

But others asked, “How can a sinner perform such signs?” So they were divided.

17 Then they turned again to the blind man, “What have you to say about him? It was your eyes he opened.”

The man replied, “He is a prophet.”

18 They still did not believe that he had been blind and had received his sight until they sent for the man’s parents. 19 “Is this your son?” they asked. “Is this the one you say was born blind? How is it that now he can see?”

20 “We know he is our son,” the parents answered, “and we know he was born blind.21 But how he can see now, or who opened his eyes, we don’t know. Ask him. He is of age; he will speak for himself.” 22 His parents said this because they were afraid of the Jewish leaders, who already had decided that anyone who acknowledged that Jesus was the Messiah would be put out of the synagogue.23 That was why his parents said, “He is of age; ask him.”

24 A second time they summoned the man who had been blind. “Give glory to God by telling the truth,” they said. “We know this man is a sinner.”

25 He replied, “Whether he is a sinner or not, I don’t know. One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see!”

26 Then they asked him, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?”

27 He answered, “I have told you already and you did not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you want to become his disciples too?”

28 Then they hurled insults at him and said, “You are this fellow’s disciple! We are disciples of Moses! 29 We know that God spoke to Moses, but as for this fellow, we don’t even know where he comes from.”

30 The man answered, “Now that is remarkable! You don’t know where he comes from, yet he opened my eyes. 31 We know that God does not listen to sinners. He listens to the godly person who does his will. 32 Nobody has ever heard of opening the eyes of a man born blind.33 If this man were not from God, he could do nothing.”

34 To this they replied, “You were steeped in sin at birth; how dare you lecture us!” And they threw him out.

Spiritual Blindness

35 Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, and when he found him, he said, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

36 “Who is he, sir?” the man asked. “Tell me so that I may believe in him.”

37 Jesus said, “You have now seen him; in fact, he is the one speaking with you.”

38 Then the man said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped him.

39 Jesus said,“For judgment I have come into this world, so that the blind will see and those who see will become blind.”

40 Some Pharisees who were with him heard him say this and asked, “What? Are we blind too?”

41 Jesus said, “If you were blind, you would not be guilty of sin; but now that you claim you can see, your guilt remains.

John Chapter 5

The Healing at the Pool

1Some time later, Jesus went up to Jerusalem for one of the Jewish festivals. 2Now there is in Jerusalem near the Sheep Gate a pool, which in Aramaic is called Bethesda and which is surrounded by five covered colonnades. 3Here a great number of disabled people used to lie—the blind, the lame, the paralyzed. 5One who was there had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. 6When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well?”

7“Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”

8Then Jesus said to him, “Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.” 9At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked.

The day on which this took place was a Sabbath, 10and so the Jewish leaders said to the man who had been healed, “It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your mat.”

11But he replied, “The man who made me well said to me, ‘Pick up your mat and walk.’ ”

12So they asked him, “Who is this fellow who told you to pick it up and walk?”

13The man who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away into the crowd that was there.

14Later Jesus found him at the temple and said to him, “See, you are well again. Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.” 15The man went away and told the Jewish leaders that it was Jesus who had made him well.

The Authority of the Son

16So, because Jesus was doing these things on the Sabbath, the Jewish leaders began to persecute him. 17In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.” 18For this reason they tried all the more to kill him; not only was he breaking the Sabbath, but he was even calling God his own Father, making himself equal with God.

19Jesus gave them this answer: “Very truly I tell you, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does. 20For the Father loves the Son and shows him all he does. Yes, and he will show him even greater works than these, so that you will be amazed. 21For just as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, even so the Son gives life to whom he is pleased to give it. 22Moreover, the Father judges no one, but has entrusted all judgment to the Son, 23that all may honor the Son just as they honor the Father. Whoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father, who sent him.

24“Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life.25Very truly I tell you, a time is coming and has now come when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God and those who hear will live. 26For as the Father has life in himself, so he has granted the Son also to have life in himself. 27And he has given him authority to judge because he is the Son of Man.

28“Do not be amazed at this, for a time is coming when all who are in their graves will hear his voice 29and come out—those who have done what is good will rise to live, and those who have done what is evil will rise to be condemned. 30By myself I can do nothing; I judge only as I hear, and my judgment is just, for I seek not to please myself but him who sent me.

Testimonies About Jesus

31“If I testify about myself, my testimony is not true. 32There is another who testifies in my favor, and I know that his testimony about me is true.

33“You have sent to John and he has testified to the truth. 34Not that I accept human testimony; but I mention it that you may be saved. 35John was a lamp that burned and gave light, and you chose for a time to enjoy his light.

36“I have testimony weightier than that of John. For the works that the Father has given me to finish—the very works that I am doing—testify that the Father has sent me. 37And the Father who sent me has himself testified concerning me. You have never heard his voice nor seen his form,38nor does his word dwell in you, for you do not believe the one he sent. 39You study the Scriptures diligently because you think that in them you have eternal life. These are the very Scriptures that testify about me, 40yet you refuse to come to me to have life.

41“I do not accept glory from human beings, 42but I know you. I know that you do not have the love of God in your hearts. 43I have come in my Father’s name, and you do not accept me; but if someone else comes in his own name, you will accept him. 44How can you believe since you accept glory from one another but do not seek the glory that comes from the only God?

45“But do not think I will accuse you before the Father. Your accuser is Moses, on whom your hopes are set. 46If you believed Moses, you would believe me, for he wrote about me. 47But since you do not believe what he wrote, how are you going to believe what I say?”

Pray for the conversion of the Jews! Their prophesied Messiah has come and will come again!

“And I will pour out on the house of David and the inhabitants of Jerusalem a spirit of grace and pleas for mercy, so that, when they look on Me, on Him whom they have pierced, they shall mourn for Him, as one mourns for an only child, and weep bitterly over Him, as one weeps over a firstborn.” ( Zechariah 12:10)

A Mysterious Messenger

(“In all things God works for the good of those who love Him, and are called according to His purpose.” Romans 8:28.)

I’m taking a leap of faith. I’m going to write an amazing story today. Somehow in my spirit, I feel that now is the time to tell this account as one of my newest songs “Just Like Judas” is being recorded in Nashville by respected producer, and being sung by a prominent artist. I’m trusting the Lord has a plan for this one.

A few years ago, my daughter began violin lessons at a music conservatory near our home. She’s a professional artist – an oil painter and graphic designer. But as all artists seem to have many modes of expression for their creative talent, she was also taking ballet, playing the piano, and also had ambitions for learning the violin. She realized soon enough that she had too much on her plate. She had a few unused lessons. I asked the Conservatory if I could take advantage of those remaining private classes, and study under a renowned and well trained pianist, composer and conductor. They agreed. So I began my study with the talented Efrain. (http://www.efrainamaya.com/main.html)

After a few lessons at the Conservatory, Efrain invited me to come to his home, where he had all his instruments, and professional recording equipment.

I arrived 15 minutes early for a scheduled lesson. When I drove into the parking lot of the apartment complex, I wasn’t sure that I was at the right location. There was a man walking through the parking lot as I was driving slowly through it. I rolled my window down a bit and called out to him to ask if this place was such and such apartment building. He said “yes” and simply continued walking on his way. I drove to the back section of the apartment complex, and parked my car.

I had decided not to go to the door straight away as I did not want to impose myself on such a fine composer and just pop in on him a quarter of an hour early for our class.

As I was sitting in my car waiting, I was stunned to see the stranger come up to my window. Feeling slightly uncomfortable, as I didn’t know him, or what he wanted, I cracked my window and greeted him. His expression was gentle and cordial. I rolled the window down a little bit further, and was astounded to hear him ask me, “Are you a musician?” Shocked by his unexpected, out of the blue, odd question, and with an honest sense of humility in my heart, I replied, “no, I’m not really a musician, I’m more like a composer.“

I told him this because, although I took piano lessons for 10 or more years in my youth and reached a very high level of expertise, and even played in some rock bands, music groups, and gave classical recitals and was hired for a few private jobs, I really hadn’t played much in the past three and a half decades. And I never considered myself a great “pianist” as I had way too much respect for those that were truly professional pianists to describe myself as such.

I rather considered myself at this time, a quickly learning novice composer, which is why I was meeting with Maestro Efrain, to show him my scores and to get his assistance to perfect them. With my songs and compositions scored I could have other professional musicians and singing artists record them.

I noticed that the stranger was dressed in a work uniform, much like mechanics wear, bearing an embroidered name tag on the shirt which read “Tony.” I rolled my window down completely and took one of my scores which I had used as scrap paper on the back side to write down the address of Efrain’s apartment complex. I showed Tony the score and he said to me while looking at the title of the song, Never Lost, “You are never lost, for God is always with you. You did not follow the will of the Lord by pursuing the musical gift he gave you when you were young. Do not turn and run away a second time.” I was dumbfounded at his words! How could this total stranger know that when I was young I had contemplated and had begun to move forward towards a career and life in music, but during my university years in New York City I got detoured, and ended up taking another road instead, one that led me into a career in international banking!

I was speechless. I was amazed. I had a sudden holy fear come upon me. I sensed that I was in the presence of something mysterious and awesome. Who was this man Tony?

To me, it was seemingly more than “coincidental”, that my song “Never Lost”, which I just happened to be using as my scrap paper that day, was the very first song I had ever written. I composed it when I was a teenager and still dreaming about a life in music. It was not titled “Never Lost” at that time, as I did not have any strong Christian faith.

I had just rewritten my childhood song, using the original melody, but rewriting all the lyrics to be a Christian contemporary song. Of all the hundred plus scores that I had composed over the past two years, it was this particular one that I had used in order to write down the directions to the apartment.

I had retained the melody, but felt that I should change all the lyrics in order to express my love for Jesus, since I had given my life to the Lord and was now following the Good Shepherd where ever He would lead me.

The time had come to go to my lesson. I got out of my car, and stood with Tony. He looked at me tenderly and stretching his hands out towards me he gently grasped my arms and began to pray out loud to the Lord sweetly and powerfully that He bless me, and accomplish His will in me, and bring to completion what He had begun many years before in my life.

I was too overwhelmed and emotional during this occurrence to remember any other specifics of Tony’s prayer, but I had an overwhelming sense, that I was in the presence of a heavenly visitor, who had been purposely sent to exhort and encourage me! Tony wrapped his arms around me, and softly kissed my cheek, and then he blessed me. I walked away slowly towards the apartment building, and when I reached the door I looked behind me, but Tony was gone.

When I entered into Efrain’s apartment, I was shaking and had difficulty speaking. I finally got the words out and began to share with the Maestro what had happened in the parking lot outside of his building. He attentively listened, and suggested that I sit down for 10 minutes to rest while he brought me a cup of cold water. When I had collected myself, we began our lesson.

In these past several years I have continued to compose, and the Lord has brought to me without any initiative on my part, international musicians, composers, arrangers, and producers to help advance my works. He has blessed me beyond my imagination and expectations. From time to time I question whether I’m on the right path, and doing the Lord’s will with the music, and then I remember Tony, and what he said to me, and I hold on to the memory of our mysterious encounter with wonder and awe, trusting and believing that “in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28).

Dear friends, would you please pray for my and Jesus’ music mission, and specifically, for my new song “Just Like Judas” that it would find its way to the ears of those whom the Lord would have hear it, and that it would be broadcast, and any good fruits, could be put to use for the building up of the Lord’s Kingdom. Thank you, and I pray for all of you, dear readers.

Lyrics to:

Never Lost by Ann Ammar

Keep me safe in Your Goodness
Hold me tight in Your Love
Give me tastes of Your sweetness
Kept for me up above
Held for me in Your love.
Where You lead, I will go
Your will is my will, for You are all I know.
As we walk through life together
As we carry that one Cross
Being yoked in love forever,
Never lost….. I’m not lost.
Teach me wisdom of Spirit
Help me love as You love
Open my heart that I hear it
Whispering like a dove
Filling me with your love.
Through Your word, I will speak
Your heart is my heart, Your Face is all I seek
As we walk through life together
As we carry that one Cross
Being yoked in love together
I’m not lost… never lost.
Cleanse me from all defilement
Wash my soul in Your Blood
Free me from all attachment
That You alone I may love
As angels do up above.
By Your grace, I am free
Your love is my love, Your mercy all I need.
As we walk through life together
As we carry that one Cross
Being yoked in love together
I’m not lost…never lost